This is a website for professional research mathematicians so I think nothing can be the best option else this site to ask my question. But, still I am apologizing for asking this question as it's not directly linked to this site.
For personal info I would say that I have no IMO medal or such stuffs which stands for academic excellence in the field of mathematics. But nevertheless, I fell a quite nice allure towards this knowing that not all can succeed or achieve ground breaking results in this field. I think I am quite average standard student but still aspiring to achieve something. I know there is no certain parameter regarding this still I am asking for your valuable suggestion and personal experience in the long run. The most annoying part for me is the expectation towards my own and time $-$ this might be not a matter if I belong to some well off family but not being so, it some time creates fear and frustration about thinking. What if I am not be able to be successful (although it's a quite respective term)
If, you please share your thoughts and give some advice I think I will be greatly flourished.